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A Bit Younger..

While i was sittin in car and we were passing various places.. One place grabbed my attention.. I’ve known every inch of this place over the years.. Got nostalgic for a moment.. The grounds i used to come to play cricket, football…. The streams.. Used to play n catch fish in these streams with my friend n schoolmate jiju.. Met him in orkut some days back.. He’s changed a lot like me.. Wonder if he even remembers those days we had so much fun.. But now there r no much streams or water-bodies as there used to be in those days.. No kids around making noise.. Or playing in those places.. Hmmm.. I heard that nobody actually plays nowadays in those grounds.. Guess everyone became grown up n too busy.. Guess me too.. Caught in the stream which we call life.. But i remember.. I once used to stop here.. And i will remember..

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My First Tuition Class..

This is the place where i went for tuition first time in life.. Actually its a house.. Jose sir’s house.. Just 5 minutes walk from my home.. I used to go there for math tuition in tenth.. :-) Don remember much of those classes.. Hehe

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Walk To Remember

Hey.. I’ve got the stitches removed from my leg.. Everythin went fine.. A couple of new bending exercises and frequent walking on crutches.. That is about it for the week to come.. Now i am supposed to put partial weight on the operated knee while walking.. These days at home has taught me lots of lessons.. It’s helped me gain a lot of weight too.. :-) But there is nothing much i can do about it right now.. Hehe… So I’m learning to walk, slowly now.. Its a great feeling.. Like anyone else, i don remember the exact day i started walking for the first time in my life.. That day could’ve been special for my parents n all.. But it meant nothin to me then.. :-) But this could mean somethin now.. This second chance.. It could mean everything.. My second chance To walk without falling.. To walk thru the sand n waves at the calicut beach.. To let manu play on his living see-saw again.. To jump over that big gate that stands between the hostel n college.. To play my first real game on a football field after AP left us.. To play in my first and last AP memorial football tournament.. It all depends on this walk.. And I’ll make it a Walk to Remember.. Hmmm..

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Slowing Down..

Hi guys.. Its been a week since i posted.. And the reason being evident that i’m sitting at home resting and there r no much happening things around.. Life has slowed down a lot.. I sit in a single position continuously for more than 6 or 7 hours now.. I didnt know that i was capable of that.. :-) Most of the time at home is eaten up by sleeping, browsing and eating.. Other times i just stare at the ceiling fan, completely futile.. And i get loads of time to think, about life, friends, future n all.. But however i think, i cant make any plan or anythin up for my future life.. But Then i started thinking- i’ve reached here with no planning whatsoever.. And i’ll just go on taking life as it comes.. And haa, i’ve been seeing many movies.. Saw ‘ab tak 56′ umpteen times.. I just love nana patekar.. He’s the most natural actor around.. Lights up the screen.. Hehe.. I’ve been doing my physiotherapy without fail.. The leg is sure getting a lot better.. But i’m just taking it slow, giving it the time it needs.. Before i wrote this, i wondered which photo to post along with this.. Dint take much pics lately.. So i’ll just put in some random photo.. And as i said, life has slowed down.. But i’ll start flying.. Cos i know that This is not the end.. Its just the beginning.. Its just the slow beginning!!

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Sunday Holiday..

It’s a sunday.. And sundays are holidays.. But my parents had their holidays on friday every week.. And they’re gp doctors, so they can decide which day they want to take off even if its a monday!! Coming back to the point.. Sunday is here, the day i thought i’d get discharged.. Until schiller came one day and mercilessly shifted the day of discharge to monday.. Just kidding, he wanted to be around when i was being discharged.. So he told it’s better on monday.. He’s basically a nice and famous guy.. If anyone out there has a tear in ur ligament or and problem with contact sports injuries, he’s the right person for you.. Got a special degree from paris in traumatology.. And he is a perfectionist.. Way to go, Dr.Schiller.. :-) The day went fine.. I did almost everything that has to be done on my own.. No pain nothin.. There were some visitors.. My doctor bhai came home from tvm.. I told about that to mahesh doc.. Everyone from home went for cousins marriage in tirur.. Umma told me how manu articulately explained my illness in one stretch to my uncle there.. :-) Most of the day was spent sleeping.. Otherwise talkin to shameer.. Bijo came at night.. He was on his way to trivandrum.. Umma came in the night to stay.. Everyone slept.. Then I lived for some time.. And then slept at about 3.. This blog is becoming more like a diary of events.. But i’m grounded now.. When i start flying…. Nothin, u just wait and see.. Hmmm..

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Day 3.. Walking Tall!!

Yesterday was day 3 of the operation endeavour.. Quite a happening day.. I failed the girl who came for her nursing examination with me as the patient.. But there was nothing much i could do about it.. She had no real nurse material.. I even had a feud with her examiner after she understood that i was trying hard to make that girl pass her test.. Hihi.. Mahesh doctor came.. He changed my dressing in a jiffy.. Vann speed.. I was impressed very much and it dint even pain one bit.. He left after reminding me about the exercises and regular walking on the crutches.. Haa.. I started frequent walking on the crutches.. The operated leg pains a bit while walking.. But it brings out pride that i’m walking tall.. For some time in my life.. Hehe.. Random thoughts visit often.. Nothin solid.. Updates keep coming in from college and hostel.. Dili n joy came in morning.. Dili went to give treat to his old school mates.. Amar came in the afternoon.. Don know exactly where he came from! He was tellin that he’s coming from palakkad.. I thought he was coming from trichur.. U might be wondering he’s coming from some other place like bangalore or chennai or hyderabad! Hihi.. Its the unpredictable Amar! He went home after some time.. Hope he reaches home itself.. I’m signing off again.. Day 4 is going on.. I’ll post about it tomm.. Till then, i’m enjoying here walkin tall!!

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All Done.. Back in Room..

The operation is over.. To give a detailed account, i was taken inside the operation theatre at about 8.30.. There were many nursing students of the national hospital school of nursing.. And i had nothin to do, so started talking.. They told me that its the first time they’re talkin to a person just to taken for operation.. Usually the guy to undergo the operation is so tensed that they dont find it appropriate to talk to them.. And i talked to them about the doctors behaviours, their classes, my hostel n a lot of stuff.. One of the guys sajith who’s father is a doctor from perambra recognized our family.. There was a girl who was a big fan of nithin mathew, my old schoolmate who won first rank in the sslc examination.. Doctors started coming in, mahesh came n marked my left leg not to get confused! Schiller came in with a not so wide smile.. Then came the anaesthetist pradeep.. I was taken into the theatre at about 10 and made to lie down like i was being crucified! Some rapid movements.. Some injections, some inhalations.. Boom.. The next second i woke up in the post operative ward.. The time on the clock 2.30.. I was lousy.. I couldnt move my hands.. I could see the nurse talkin to me, but i couldnt hear anythin.. In about an hour i was completely conscious.. Uppa came on the door with somethin to drink.. The nurse gave me that.. By then i was growing restless to get back into my room.. The nurse told they’ll take me after 5.. And finally did they take me at about 6.15.. The room was full of ppl.. Umma, uppa, itha, gafoor, shameer, shaheera.. And then savijesh came.. Talked some time and left.. I made some phone calls and answered some sms.. Hmmm.. This was fast.. Especially considering it took only one second for the time to shift from 10 am to 2.30 pm!! I’m back in room.. Gafoor took this photograph.. Everyone is seein me grownded for the first time.. Enjoy it while u can.. And ha.. Everythin is fine.. Just some pain.. Schiller and mahesh came n told the physiotherapist will come tomorrow.. ie on friday.. I know This has been an awfully long and boring post… But its about my first operation u know.. :-)

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The Last Supper!

The last supper, before the operation of course.. Wat u thought?? ;-) My parents left.. My cousins came.. Gafoor and Shameer.. Gafoor’s the newly married guy.. Having fun makin noise.. Had some phone calls the last one was the best.. Hihi.. Anaesthetist came and saw.. As a matter of fact, i’m like bruce willis in unbreakable.. Have not been ill much in my entire life.. The biggest illness before this was a german measles that too a mild one.. After his checkup i went to sagar to eat chicken biryani.. Its like i’m here for some holiday.. :-) The doc said not to eat anythin after 10.. So i ate till 9.55.. Gafoor bought some mangoes.. Now i’ll lay low.. At least i got to be serious some time right.. Tomm morning after general anaesthetia, its showtime.. Operation begins at 9.15 or somethin.. Next post, after the break.. Ciao..

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Dull Day..

My ligament operation is on thursday.. I’ll be admitted to national hospital tomorrow.. I’ve been hearin take care n will pray for u a lot today.. Come on ppl, its just a simple ligament operation.. Don waste ur time prayin for me.. Hihi.. Some more details about the surgery.. Will happen at about 10am on thursday august 10th.. In national hospital.. Dr.Schiller Jos is the doc.. Strange name right.. :-) I’m gonna sleep.. Did someone tell i’m a good photographer.?! :-)

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The Thinker!

Who ? Me!! Don remember wat i was thinking though.. Curse the government for banning blogger cos if it was not for that, u could’ve seen a wonderful post along wit the pic.. :-) Hihi.. Just kiddin..

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